My Life Today...at 37
Today I am 37. Nothing special. Nothing big and certainly not a milestone, but for some reason I have been doing a lot of reflection about this birthday year. I am 37. I never thought at 37 that I would be separated and on the brink of divorce. I never thought I would be broke and living pay check to pay check. I never thought I would be in a job that is suffocating the living bahjesus out of me. I never thought I'd be single and living in an apartment by myself. I never thought I'd ever go through depression and feel such despair in my life. I never thought I'd feel so discontent with the church. There are a few more big items that seem a little fictitious to me that I thought would never be. I never thought I'd be where I currently find myself today...at 37. I thought I'd have stuff figured out. I thought I'd have "grown up" money. I thought I'd be "established." I thought I'd be in the best and highest earning po...