Prayer Time


Sitting,
            Settling,
                         Stirring,
                                      Wading,

Watching,
Seeing,
Wading,
Sifting.

Breathing,
Settling,
Eyes tearing,
Hearting beating,
Nostrils flaring,

Body shifting,
                       Then stilling.

Calming,
               Honing,
                             Eyes lifting,
                                               
I'm listening.
Distracting.

The world is moving (around me).

I'm breathing,
My chest, rising
       and falling.

Arriving.













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